Haaaaiiiii guys~~
Kangen banget deh~~ udah lama banget ga posting-posting~~ padahal banyak banget yang mao diceritain~~ hehehehehe
Okies sekarang gw cerita tentang hal yang baru-baru ajah ya~~
Gw mulai dari pertengahan semester 4~~~
I’m fallin love with someone~~ we can call him “changmin”.. gw manggil dia kaya gitu soalnya dia mirip changmin~~
Gw bener-bener berharap dia bakal jadi orang yang ada disamping gw tapi~~ kenyataan ga selamanya sama kaya harapan kita yah~~ hahahahahaha
Dia ga pernah dateng seperti yang gw harapin..dia kaya mao ga mao gitu..hahahahaha dasar cowo yah..semena-mena..
Awal semester ini pun dimulai~~
Gw ikut MPA *ospek* yang berperan jadi mahasiswa baru 2009~~ hahahahahaha
Disitu gw ketemu sama orang songong yang ga gw kenal siapa dia~~ ternyata dia anak 2008~~ gw juga ga peduli sama orang yang ga gw kenal~~ hahahahahaha
Kita sebut dia “junsu”.. oonnya mirip kaya junsu.. hahahahaha *piss yeh*
Pas buka puasa bareng anak 2009, gw pulang bareng sama dia *sama-sama tinggal didepok*..ngobrol deh tu sama anak sotoy itu *dia nganter gw pulang*
Besoknya tau-tau temen-temen gw pada ngecengin gw sama dia..lah apa-apaan deh~~ baru juga kenal ama tu anak..gw bingung tapi tetep cengar-cengir ke anak-anak..hahahahaha *penting banget deh~*
Ternyata dia itu deket ama seseorang yg ga boleh disebut namanya~~ maklum disini dilarang nyebut nama asli~~ hehehehehe
Gw juga ga peduli dia mao deket ama siapa secara gw fokus ke satu orang *changmin*..
Pertengahan semester ini temen-temen gw bilang gini :
BN : udah beh lo cari yang laen ajah~~ changmin tuh pengecut~~ diem ajeh bisanya~~
BP : tau beh~~ udahlah jangan nyari yang ga ada~~ liat yang ada didepan mata ajah~~
Gw : iyeh gw coba~~ tapi gw ga rela ngelepas die~~
Akhirnya gw coba buat dengerin apa kata mereka~~ searching for someone else.. hehehehehe
Changmin udah mulai gw cuekin~~ gw numbuhin rasa ga suka sama dia *padahal masih ga rela* hehehehehe
Muncullah orang yang tak kukenal tak kusangka *alah*~~ kita sebut dia BJ hahahaha kaya berat jenis~~
Dia liat gw di kelas RAB *gw ngulang* hehehehehehe~~ dia liat gw pas kaki gw kejepit bangku~~ hahahahaha *malu gw* banyak yang liat~~ mana aneh-aneh ajah lagi kaki gw pake nyeblos kesitu~~ hahahahahahaha
Berhubung gw ga tau dia siapa..gw cuek ajah..dia mao ngedeketin gw dan dengan santainya gw okeh okeh ajah~~ ternyata dia mantannya temen gw *sekelas* jadi gw mengurungkan diri deh..ga mao ribet sih hahahahaha.. tapi sayangnya dia udah keburu nganggep gw sama dia lagi deket~~ lah Cuma smsan doang katanya deket..aneh-aneh ajah deh anak muda jaman sekarang hahahahaha..
Pas baksos gw ga dapet ijin dari PM di proyek *tempat gw PKL* buat libur tapi udah keburu ikut baksos..akhirnya gw bolak-balik proyek-cariuk *baksos disana*..dan kebetulan si junsu juga bolak-balik jakarta-cariuk jadi gw bareng sama dia *wajarlah*..ternyata dia lagi ngejauhin si kaka-kakaannya yang tadi namanya ga boleh disebut hahahaha..eeeehhhh kayanya dia marah tapi ga tau marahnya sama siapa sampe pas ketemu ditengah jalan ke tempat baksos dia kaya nyuekin siapa gitu *sok ga tau* hahahahaha sampe gw panggil ajah dia ga nengok hahahahaha~~ bodo dah~~
Ternyata junsu bilang dia ngerasa ada yang beda sama kakanya itu..maksudnya beda tuh cara kakanya ke junsu..kayanya kakanya udah maen perasaan ke junsu..junsunya ga mao ada kaya gitu-gituan *curhat ama gw* hehehehehe...padahal pas itu kakanya juga punya masalah besar yang ga boleh diomongin kesiapa-siapa *gw keburu tau lagi* hehehehehehe..padahal niat gw buat ngedeketin mereka berdua lagi kaya dulu..tapi junsunya dengan jelas bilang ga mao..gimana dong?? Bodo deh..terserah mereka berdua ajah..hehehehehe
Junsu ngegunain gw buat ngejauhin kakanya...gw juga ngegunain dia buat ngejauhin si BJ..hahahaha saling menguntungkan kan~~ tapi hasilnya beda..ga kaya yang gw bayangin..ending yg normal-normal ajah tapi jadi malah agak gimana gitu..gw ama junsu jadi keterusan hahahahaha...sampe akhirnya kita pacaran sekarang hehehehehehehe~
Gw ga nyangka kao gw bakal pacaran ama si manusia yang oonnya kaya junsu hahahahaha *clingak-clinguk takut ketauan* hahahaha
Tapi emang dasar hidup pasti ada ajah masalah...dimulailah beberapa masalah dateng menimpa kami..tapi gw sama dia dengan mantap bilang “apapun kata orang..ga peduli siapa orang itu *orang ga penting* asal kita saling sayang+percaya+jaga perasaan kita, kita tetep jalanin semuanya dengan normal~~ kita juga ga mao kalah sama orang-orang yang iri sama kita berdua hahahahaha”
gw minta maaf buat pihak-pihak yang ngerasa dirugiin gara-gara kita berdua *emang ada?? Kepedean~* hahahahahaha
maaf buat yang ngerasa gw ngambil junsu dari orang itu~~ tapi jujur ya emang gw ngambil dia dari siapa ya?? Pacarnya?? Dia udah ga punya pacar tuh pas sama gw~~ hehehehehehe
maaf buat changmin~~ gw ninggalin elo tapi menurut gw ini udah keputusan gw yang paling mateng~~ makasih udah bikin gw ngerasa seneng selama suka sama lo walopun jengkel juga dikit hehehehe~~ makasih pernah hadir di hidup gw~~
gw minta maaf sama orang-orang yang iri sama kita berdua...kita ga bakal kalah apalagi bikin kalian ngerasa puas~~ hahahahahahaha
mao kasih lagu buat changmin~~
CINTA SENDIRI – KAHITNA
~ kau ungkapkan
kepadaku
kan ada saatnya nanti
engkau milikku satu
~ ku menunggu
dalam bimbang
adakah sungguhnya aku
kasih yg kau inginkan
~ biar aku yang pergi
bila tak juga pasti
adakah selama ini
aku cinta sendiri
~ biar aku menepis
bukan lelah menanti
namun apalah artinya
cinta pada bayangan
~ pedih aku rasakan
kenyataan nya
cinta tak harus
slalu milikki
~ jujur aku tak yakin bisa
jalani hari tanpa dirimu
Kalo lagu yang ini buat orang-orang iri + resek~~
SHUT UP!! – SIMPLE PLAN
There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
~ You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me
~ It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
~ It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
~ So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
~ There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
~ You think you're special
But I know, and I know
And I know, and we know
That you're not
~ You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
~ It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
~ So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Is gonna bring me down
~ Will never bring me down
Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away
~ So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
~ Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
~ Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Kalo yang ini buat pacarku sayang~~
BROWN EYES – DESTINY’S CHILD
~ Remember the first day when I saw your face
remember the first day when you smiled at me
you stepped to me and you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about
remember the first day when you called my house
remember the first day when you took me out
we had butterflies although we tried to hide
and we both had a beautiful night
~ The way we held each others hand
the way we talked the way we laughed
it felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one
~ I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you see that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul
~ Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
remember the first day we had an argument
we apologized and then we compromised
and we haven't argued since
remember the first day we stopped playing games
remember the first day you fell in love with me
it felt so good for you to say those words
cause I felt the same way too
~ The way we held each others hand
the way we talked the way we laughed
it felt so good to fall in love
and I knew right then and there you were the one
~ I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you see that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me
I TURN TO YOU – CHRISTINA AGUILERA
~ When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way.
And when I'm scared and losing ground;
When my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around.
~ And when I'm down you're there; pushing me to the top.
You're always there; giving me all you've got.
~ For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.
~ When I lose my will to win,
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything,
'Cause your love is so amazing; 'cause your love inspires me.
~ And when I need a friend, you're always on my side;
Giving me faith that gets me through the night.
~ For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.
~ For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain;
For truth that will never change;
For someone to lean on;
for a heart I can rely on through anything;
For that one who I can run to....
I turn to you.
~ For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.
~ For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true...
~ For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you...
Rikues buat pacarku~~ nyanyiin lagu CRAZY LOVE sama PICTURES OF YOU nya TVXQ dong~~ hahahahahaha *kaya bisa ajah*
Sekian ajah deh~~
nanti dilanjutin lagi deh~~
byecycle~~
bye byecycle~~
